Monday, February 28, 2011

dalam kepale otak aku sekarang~

sekarang saye rase..



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    saye sedang...

cari keje lahhh....@!$#@%#^

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saye nak..

keje lah......@#$&*(*&
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nt saye nak ambik..

lesen kete lahh,..
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nak simpan duit nt blh beli...

makkk aii nk BMW aje,...huhuhu..
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saye sebenar nye nak sgt....

bile lah leh dpt ni ekk,....
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saye nk sbb,saye suke..


dan...

bergambar laaaa,...adoiii,....@$@%^&*

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pastu saye nk sgt beli..


pink tau,..huhu..
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bile la leh dpt sume ni kan,...BTW tgh berusehe nih,.
korang tlg doakn aku jgk ehh,... :)..nt aku nk tlg
family aku jgk.. :)
  
AHHA...trime kasih la bace-bace sy punye merapu ni.
hihi.. tp bkn merapu sgt lah pon ni,...berangan je ni,.
nk dpt sesuatu tu kne la berangan dulu kan,.
mane tau tercapai pulak suatu hari nt,.ape-ape pun
berdoa je kan,..aminn,.
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yg penting..




Friday, February 25, 2011

LOVE ? ? ?

It's funny how a person can break your heart, and you can still love them with all the little pieces" 
When you left, I lost a part of me" 
A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I cried" 
My heart was taken by you, broken by you, and now it is in pieces because of you. 
If you love me like you told me, please be careful with my heart; you can take it; just don't break it or my world will fall apart. 
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. 
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else" 
If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go"
I hate this feeling, it's one I know all to well, it's a thing called heartbreak and it hurts like hell
Tears are words the hard can't express" 
Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime" 
Sometimes the memories are worth the pain" 
Everytime we talk, I fall a little harder" 
You never were and you never will be mine" 
Love is like heaven but can hurt like hell" 
 My heart bleeds no more since turning to stone" 
You can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it" 
When I see you smile and know that its not for me, that's when I miss you the most" 
You never know what you have until its gone" 
The times we were happy together are worth the times I cry alone" 
Take a look at me now, cause there's just an empty space. And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face.




Wednesday, February 23, 2011

uwan pergi buat selamanye~

tanggal 23 febuary 2011-ahad-1300p.m..

uwan aku telah kembali ke rahmahtullah,..sebelum uwan pergi,.kami sekeluarge x sggup tgk keadaan uwan yg sakit dan lemah,.hanye baring saje di katil,.saudare mare,sepupu,jiran2 pulang dan dtg melawat..keadaan rumah agak sesak dan sibuk..dipenuhi dgn sanak saudara,.uwan semakin nazak,.kami semua hanye dpt membacekn surah yassin beramai2 supaya semua di permudahkn oleh NYA,.kami semua sedih melihat keadaan uwan,.kami redha ape yg terjadi,.ini semua ketentuan ALLAH..tepat jam 1:00 tgh hari,..uwan telah menghembuskan nafas terakhir..uwan di kelilingi anak2.cucu2,cicit2 dan saudare2 sebelum dia pergi,..kami semua sempat melihat nye kali terakhir,.semua menitiskan air mate termasuk aku,.ALLAH lebih sygkan uwan,.kami semua meguruskan jenazah uwan dgn sempurna,.dan selesaikan nye dgn sempurna,.alhamdulillah sudah 3 hari kenduri tahlil dilakukan,.semoga arwah uwan di cucuri rahmat,.AL-FATIHAH~

Friday, February 18, 2011

INTERVIEW LAGI !

17 Febuary 2011..0700 a.m,aku da bgun,..awl nmpk ?awl ke?eemm,..
ari ni bgun pepagi coz nk g interview..nk iron baju lg..tula smlm xnk siap kn awl2,..
suke wat keje last minit,..(mlm td gayut) ape nk jd ni ila oii,.xpe2,..
iron baju laju2 n ilang kn kedut2,.baju kurung pink n tudung pon pink,...! I LIKE !hihi,.fail aku pon pink,..jgn jeles,..sume nye nk pink ye cik dilla..huhu,.
ari ni g interview kt Seremban..kt AMBANK..kul 0830 a.m gerak mak cik aku antar,.
sampai sne kul 0920 a.m..aku dgn confident n semangat trus masuk n naik lif kt tmpt tu,..
nasib baik tmpt tu betul..sampai2 je aku tgk 'mak aiii ramai nye,..bia betul?'..eemm,..
aku tekejut kot..rase mcm nk blk mase tu pon ade,
..tggu kt luar tu sorg2,..jd bosan ,letih berdiri lame2,.pas da isi borang tggu lg,..tggu,.tggu..borak2 ngn dak2 yg dtg interview gak,.pastu aku tension masuk kt dlm trus,..
kne tggu lg,..tgk jam dah nk dkt kul 12,.perut bunyi2 ni,.
.lapaaaa wehh,..asl la diorg x sediekn kerusi ke tmpt ktorg nk duduk..penat tau,...hishhh,..eemm,..die bkn interview sorg2,.die bg briefing je,.ramai2 adoii,..tau aku blk je
,..eemm,.tp sbb dah fkr penat2 dtg kn aku tggu je la smpi abis,.eem,nk dkt kul 1 bru la abis aku pon cpt je kua cri tmpt bas,..aku x tau sgt tmpt tu,.aku jln je smpi jumpe bus stop,.
pastu aku tnye uncle kt situ bus mne yg pg terminal one,.nasib bek ade..aku naik la smpi terminal,.pastu aku ternmpk KFC aku teringat kt mak aku,.aku beli donut KFC yg baru tu,.
aku g beli tiket bus blk pilah,.aku bli air twister n nuget..isi perut sementare smpi umah,.kt dlm bus punye la ngntuk,.tp fon kt tgn tetap ade,.msg asik masuk je,..
nk telelap jgk la duk dlm bus,.hihi,..smpi pilah je aku trus jln2 kt pilah jap sje ne tau ade kje2 kosong kn,..bapak panas time tuh,..huishhh,.pastu aku x larat dah,.
aku g busten blk tggu bus blk umah plak,.smpi2 umah je aku mkn pastu tidoooo,...zzzzzzzzzzzzzz





Monday, February 7, 2011

keje !!

keje oo..kje....mne la kau ni,...tlg la bg aku kje,.
aku nk kje,.dah bosan tahap babi ni duk umah,.
nk gile pon ade gak,.damn !..
YA ALLAH kau permudahkn la rezeki aku,.
supaye aku dpt kje cpt,.xkn smpi ble2 aku nk duk umah ni kn,.
x hingin aku,.!.
 dah la xde duit ni,.oo,..mmg x blh la wehh,...x sggup aku dah,.


tggu..tggu..tggu..sbr..sbr..sbr..

Friday, February 4, 2011

seCRet aDMire???

korg percaye dgn secret admire??,.....eem,..korg ade ke secret admire,..??..
ade la tu kn?.aku x sangke aku ade secret admire dr sekolah lg,.
die suke kt aku dlm diam dr form 1 sampai skrg ni,..WOOO ~~kt sekolah dlu selalu gaduh ngn die,
.tp x tau lak die syok kt aku,.adoyai,.PARAHHH~~tp mcm kelaka lak,.bile ingt2 blk,.tegelak2 aku,...HAHAHAHA...ADEHH ~~die kate dr kt skolah dlu nk ngorat,.tp x reti cm ne,..
aku kt skolah xde suke kt sape2 pon,.g pon x pernah terfkr nk cinte2 ni,.ADOII~die kate,.bile aku masuk stdy dlu,dpt tau aku ade BF,.die sedih,..frust,..jeles,..
.tp nk wat cm ne,dah die x trus trang ske kt aku kn,.so,.aku pon x tau la,...tak kn la slh aku kn?NO !!..eemm,...die pon mule la rendah dri,.ckp die x ensem la ,.ape2 la,..
tp tah la..aku pon xtau nk ckp pe,..tp bg aku sume ni,.TAK SANGKE !!TEKEJUT !!LAWAK !!..HAHAHA..alamak nme die xleh bgtau la....RAHSIA..syhhhhhhh....

my secret admire....HAHA..

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

LAYAnzzzzzzz.....

hujan rintik2 air pasang dalam..

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........ujan2 sedap tidoq wehhh,....hahaha..
tido yola kojo ehh aii,...ujan x benti selame 40 jam. !!.
.uisyhh..bahaye ujan lme2 ni,.sampai banjir dah..KUALA PILAH banjir wehh,.
.aduii,.selame aku hidup n membesar kt pilah ni,...baru ni aku tau pilah banjir,.
.sebelum ni x pnh banjir pun,....eemm,..kuase TUHAN sumenye,.
doakn kpd mangse2 banjir,.
syukur alhamdulillah pd yg selamat.
HULURKAN TGN RINGANKAN BEBAN..